Friday 23 November 2012

TIME TO STOP LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW.


I miss so many things.
Like taking photos like that ^
I don't do anything any more.
I've become so, fucking, dull. 

Shit's about to get relatively mild.
Yeh, seeing things from different perspectives is great.


Even so.
I really miss that familiar feeling, that connection, when people perceive things in exactly the same way that you do. 
When people agree, and understand, I guess.


When that happens, things will begin to look up.

Tuesday 13 November 2012

I'm back.

I don't know why specifically here, but it just feels like the right place.
And I do what feels right. Regardless of whether it's right or wrong.

Idiosyncrasy, unusualness, old habits and all that shit.

I stumbled back upon this blog and read through a few posts - I realise that they were mostly ridiculous, pretentious and almost attention seeking(?). But anyway.
They seem a lot further in the past than they actually are.
I guess that's because a lot has happened.
And because things have changed.
Change is wonderful, as long as you don't forget who you are. 
That has happened to me a little bit recently.
Got a little bit lost.
Everybody gets lost. 
It's finding your way again (sometimes in new completely different directions) that makes it all worthwhile.

Anyway.
Enough justification.
Not sure why I always try hard to justify everything (I do that a lot).
I just remembered it was nice to spill a little bit of my brain out somewhere.
It's good to release. 
It's good to spill.
Not milk though.
That's just sad.

Oh, and I also like fitting a few words to pretty pictures.


Oh yeh, um,
Take a risk.
Nothing feels real at the moment.
I don't know what my mind is doing any more.
I don't know what's genuine and what I'm making up.
I feel... detached. 

I miss feeling like this:


lost